Post by Uchiha, Yusuke on Apr 9, 2023 12:50:26 GMT -6
Y As he lay there on the ground, recovering from the shock of having his chakra drained, Yusuke couldn't help but feel frustrated with himself. He knew that he had underestimated the power of the sealing process, and he knew that he should have been better prepared. I knew releasing my Katon: Dai Endai jutsu wasn't enough, he thought to himself. His mind raced back to the moment when he had released his Katon: Dai Endai, a powerful fire technique that he had used to prove his commitment to the Kazekage. Despite the display, he knew it hadn't been enough, and he had not anticipated Naitoseba's swift and forceful reaction. He had thought that it would be enough to impress the Kazekage but he realized now that it was just a drop in the bucket. Yusuke also felt conflicted about his earlier comments to Ishikawa. He had not meant to disrespect the Shodaime Kazekage; he was merely concerned about the potential for harm to those in the hospital and the wasteful use of chakra. Ever since his days in the academy and on missions, he had been trained to conserve chakra and use it efficiently. He hated wasting anything. He knew that he needed to be more tactful in the future, especially near Naitoseba. Yusuke's thoughts were interrupted as he felt a strange sensation wash over him. He realized that he was in his inner world, a dark and wet place that he had never seen before. He felt a strange energy coursing through him, and he knew that it was the seven tails jinchūriki sealing process. He took a deep breath and tried to focus his thoughts, knowing that he needed to be strong to survive this ordeal. As he underwent the sealing process, Yusuke couldn't help but think about why he had willingly accepted being a jinchūriki in the first place. Sure, he wanted to please the Kazekage and help his village, but there was a deeper reason. A feeling of a lack of purpose. Ever since Shizuka died, he felt a black hole inside him, a missing part. On the outside, he tried to maintain a friendly and composed demeanor, but inside, he was drowning in grief and uncertainty. As the sealing process continued, he couldn't help but mutter her name. "Shizuka...." In his inner world, Yusuke was forced to confront the unresolved emotions that had been festering inside him. Accepting the role of a jinchūriki had given him a sense of purpose, something to focus on in an attempt to cope with the loss of Shizuki. However, he knew that eventually, he would have to face the darkness within himself and find a way to heal and move forward. As the sealing process progressed, Yusuke began to delve deeper into his own psyche, searching for answers to the questions that had haunted him. Why had he been unable to save Shizuka? What could he have done differently? How could he overcome the guilt and fear that gripped him? The landscape of his inner world seemed to shift and change in response to his emotions, becoming darker and more twisted as he confronted his deepest insecurities. He saw manifestations of his fears, each one a monstrous creature that threatened to consume him: the fear of failing his comrades, the dread of disappointing the Kazekage, the terror of losing control over the seven tails, and the heavy burden of guilt for not being able to save Shizuka. As these fears closed in around him, Yusuke realized that he would have to face them head-on if he was to survive the sealing process and emerge stronger. With a determined resolve, he prepared himself to confront each fear in turn, refusing to let these shadows define him. As Yusuke continued to confront his fears, he found solace in the memory of Shizuki's smile and the times they had spent together. Her memory became a source of strength. With each battle, Yusuke felt the grip of his inner demons weakening, allowing him to reclaim his inner world from the darkness that had taken hold. As he fought, Yusuke also realized that he had more power within him than he had previously thought. His Sharingan, a symbol of the Uchiha clan, was more than just a tool for combat. It was a reminder of the love and support of his friends, family, and fellow shinobi, who had always been there for him. With each step he took, he felt their presence, their encouragement, and their faith in him. As the sealing progressed, Yusuke felt a profound sense of change within him. The seven tails chakra, starting to integrate with his own, seemed to resonate with his newfound determination and strength. In his inner world, the darkness had given way to a dim light, a beacon of hope that guided him forward. Exhausted but victorious, Yusuke emerged from his inner battles with a newfound understanding of himself and his place in the world. He had learned to accept his limitations and embrace his potential, using his experiences to grow stronger and wiser. As Yusuke's consciousness returned to the physical world, he sensed the presence of the Kazekage and Naitoseba. As he opened his eyes, Yusuke was greeted by the concerned face of Ishikawa. Then, Yusuke found himself face-to-face with one of his darkest fears, a twisted, dark red manifestation of Naitoseba. The figure sneered at him, taunting, "You thought you were done?" "How dare you disrespect the Shodaime Kazekage!" "You Uchiha. Nothin' but scum. Now there's two of them" "For centuries, all you do is take and take and take. You don't deserve the Hodaime Kazekage's trust. She is mine!" Yusuke took a deep breath, trying to remain calm. He knew that this wasn't the real Naitoseba, but a twisted manifestation of his own psyche, embodying his insecurities and jealousy. He had to confront this fear, just as he had faced the others. Summoning his courage, Yusuke fought against the dark apparition, refusing to let it overpower him. With a deep sigh, Yusuke prepared himself to face the challenges that awaited him in the world outside his inner sanctuary. The inner journey would be long and arduous, filled with trials and tribulations. But Yusuke had learned that he was never alone, and with the support of his comrades, the guidance of the Kazekage, and the memory of Shizuki in his heart, no matter what happened in this domain, he knew he had to have faith on his companions on the outside of wherever the hell this is.
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Post by Admin on Apr 10, 2023 11:10:03 GMT -6
Awakening the beast of Sunagakure
Each moment that ticked past seemed to mesh together for the young Uchiha as he questioned his own resolve without the aid of the tail beast, ‘these uncertainties.’ Ishikawa thought as she watched this landscape shift from above, it was amazing to Ishikawa how detailed his inner world was at a young age. Sighing lightly, she continued to funnel in the chakra of the seven tails beneath her and compared to the Ichbi this chakra was filled with a lot less malice. After some time the Nanabi was starting to take shape within Yusuke’s inner world, it wouldn’t be visible to him yet but it was good progress.
`And then there was darkness.`
Reaching the midway point of sealing the entire landscape fell to darkness, that beautiful moment Yusuke experienced waking up was gone. It was replaced by the purest form of silence, and darkness something that most people don’t experience until they’re dead.
“Pain.”
A small voice would echo within the silence the Uchiha was feeling, his body no longer felt as if it was attached to any surface he was just floating in darkness.
“All this pain.”
The voice was softer this time, but clearer and followed by a few clicking sounds.
“All this pain in a human?”
The voice spoke without needing a response from Yusuke, the Nanabi chakra was making contact with his chakra network and it could feel all this pain the boy poured into himself. Ishikawa could see everything that was transpiring from a vantage point that was unique to this Jutsu which allowed her to remain undetected until she wanted to be. ‘This is sooooo much different.’ She thought as she could visibly see the green chakra from the Nanabi seeping into the boy’s conciseness. ‘I guess, they’re not all the same.’ Ishikawa could feel the last of the chakra being funneled out of the jar and into Yusuke’s body. Once she finished she lowered herself down to the tailed beast becoming eye level with it for a moment.
“I’m sorry this is all so sudden, but I want to trust your kind, and I want you to trust us… And with this bond I hope you can grow to understand humans a little better, not every single one is looking to abuse their power.”
As Ishikawa spoke she would tap the beast on his head causing the same seal that appeared on Yusuke’s body earlier to spread over its entire body.
“Pain?”
As it spoke Ishi would lean her head to the side for a moment before turning her attention back to Yusuke currently floating about. The Nanabi was doing something to the landscape, the silence that once coated the room was replaced by the sound of wind blowing unobstructed by anything. His body would gain a sense of weightlessness as if he was floating about in the air, replacing the void like feeling that existed before. The smell of the water was replaced by the smell of crisp air, it was a truly euphoric experience for the lad considering things were still pitch black at this point.
“Fix Pain.”
The soft voice would echo throughout Yusuke’s head before an explosion of light erupted with him being the center. The entire mental scape shifted into a sky and Yusuke would see clouds above his head as he would begin to fall freely with no way to stop himself, what will he do?
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